I can't seem to do anything right. I'm about to walk away from it all. I'm cashing out my 401k and leaving the state. There's nothing for me and since ending my life is not option I have to find happiness and satisfaction. It isn't living this sheltered life. I tried to talk to my husband but he's got so much going on I just sound like adults in a Peanuts movie to him. He doesn't talk to me because 'he's a man' and they don't discuss feelings. I hate to leave him in a hitch but what else an I supposed to do? I went through the motion and did what was best and got nothing back. I can't put myself out there. At the end of the day I've got to be my reason for living. I'll either find happiness or new levels of high.
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