Pet surprises

Normally my cat hides when people cover over. I am now realizing that its just the mundanes. It makes sense since neither of her owners are mundane. We hadn't thought about it until today. A newly awakened individual came by and she didn't hide. My cat is prejudice against the mundane. That is all

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Changes

Things always change. It is part of life. The big thing is how someone deals with change. I like change because I get bored of the same old crap day in and day out. I am moving and starting a new writing project. It feels amazing. I am worried about how the changes will affect relationships.

It isn't the voices in your head

Went to see my mom today. Some people believe that in graveyards there are just dead folks walking around lost and lonely. They lie to you. There are not that many lost spirits around there. I think there are more animals than people just walking around. There was a couple there today. They weren't lost they were just there and didn't even realize I was there. There were more kittens and hawks and puppies just hanging around. I guess I go out there to see if one day my mom will be there. She never is which I guess is a good thing. I know I feel her presence but never more. I don't know what I believe yet as far as the after life. I assume we all move on until were ascend. Why there are spirits still here? I haven't gotten that far in my studies. I just know how to find them and close them out when need be. I never really thought about asking.

Random prose

This darkness it eats away at you. I've watched you in all your glory become nothing but a bad reflection of your self. Lost and a danger to those that ask of your well being. The rain clouds never vanish from your world. I hand your the umbrella but you ignore it. So destined to be nothing more than a sad memory

Silver bullets and tiaras.

Unedited rant! So everyone knows that otherkin exist. I don't how much you believe or not. I have a friend who doesn't know anything about anything and she goes "there's something about you. you're part cat." I have never laughed so hard internally ever. I made a joke about a scratch that I had gotten from a friend's cat. So I said "the full moons tomorrow let's see if I turn into a werekitten." She got serious and was like "we already know I've seen your reflexes and unexplainable strength". So I never said a thing b/c she just wouldn't be able to wrap her mind about it. How do explain to someone who doesn't understand the mundane world about the extraordinary world? I chose not to and just ate my ice cream in peace.

One thing I love about my boyfriend is that he gets me. No matter how weird it is to have your fiance be part pet he still loves me. He said something the other day that made everything else just blow for the rest of the day. He goes "I don't want you to take this the wrong way but I bet you were a beautiful tiger". He may never know how much that means to me but it means the world. He loves everything about me even when I get difficult and I'm more tiger than woman b/c something has pissed me the f off. It doesn't hurt that he's an occult expert. Its just been crap on my mind.

How do you live in a mundane world when you're anything but? I tell you it is the hardest thing in the world some days b/c you look at people and realize how much they are wasting their lives and you're just trying to be normal. I am a bit territorial and I can't explain that to regular folks of why you need to keep away from people and my desk. Or how they may get punched in the face because they are messing with my pride and they don't know it. When I know that I am better than people at work I feel like I should be able to challenge them and when I win i get to take their place. Other times I am just like them and I get into that jersey shore mentality. Not for long but enough to make me want to puke a little. IDK. I think i'm done ranting now

Several pieces of writing completed and still breathing. It has been a great year and I can't wait for next year!

It has been a very good year. Obviously things could always improve and that my friends is what 2011 is all about. I leave this year for reals engaged, s